Monday, 2 January 2012

Page 2 of 366 days

我的宝贝姐昨天去美国念书了。

好不舍,哭了一个晚上
可她竟然给我一滴泪都不流,还在那边小兴奋 = =

今天第一个没有你的早上,
踏进你的房,
打开所有橱柜仔细看一遍,好像空了不少。
躺在你那赖了很多年的床,
心情又开始低落了起来,
眼泪像水龙头般哭得我快认不清自己了。
才发现你所谓的「改变」,是我永远都学不会的「长大」。
这一点都不容易。
不是别人口中说的Skype 一 skype就可以像原来的摸样。
因为我不习惯一醒来在一个空无一人的屋里,
不习惯不能跑到有你的房间赖床,
不习惯不能打着你叫你快点起床,
不习惯早上听不到你洗澡的水滴声,
不习惯听不到你催我快点把自己随便打理一下
不习惯以后都不能跟你争衣服穿。。。
一个早上竟然会有那么多不习惯,你说,我真的能适应吗?

一个人一飞就飞这么远去,
好勇敢 (^○^)
我说,幸好出国的是你。
因为我没办法想象,
若是我,
我一定会是别人口中的「没有几天就吵着要回来」的那个!
所以我决定不出国啦。
而且两年后,你毕业那天,
我们决定要一家人,还有三姨他们去美国找你勒(^O^☆♪
LOL 毕业不能低调了 su mi ma sen (>人<;)
所以你一定要好好照顾自己,把未来更好更成熟的你带回来,。:)

Tuesday, 1 February 2011

FEB: Month of Cny


HELLO BLOGGERS!

Really busy these day
Insomnia goes away cause I slept well every night
Started my study life
Everything so unfamiliar
It has been 1 month
But sometimes still got lost in the uni-.-
Every1 i met,the first thing they asked was "What's ur name?"
Then "where r u from?"
Repeat the same conversation OMG
Now getting better ..phewww
The day arranged the timetable really freak me out!
My class keep changing
and people that i met keep changing too
I changed my timetable again 1 week ago
So hard to memorise all of their namesssss
GOSH
250+ppl in this AusMat programme
so embarassing when I forgot bout their names
Luckily they remembered mine-.-

I'm learning driving recently,too
A waste of time
Hope to get license asap!

Chinese New Year is getting nearer!!
AWWWWWWW
EXCITED
spent too much of money :(
mama&dad were broke.
But we have happy moment,though
Let's put those assignments aside and truly enjoy this cny :D

*New nails

Changed *new bed from single to Queen
*A new red luggage for Japan trip

Start to pack up all the stuff
Will be going to Hokkaido,Japan on 5th of Feb
YAAAA this saturday!
Can't wait :)
Last,
Happy CNY my dear frensss
<3


Tuesday, 14 December 2010

It's Over


Goodbye High school!
I gonna miss every single moment I spend with every1
It has been 5 years..
Gonna be a big girl now
SPM IS OVER
relieve a huge sigh.
But one thing..
PLKN :(
I swear to God i wouldn't go until I die
This is torturing
What the fuck are the Government thinking?!
ALL BABI-ss!!
This is enough to screw up my life!
OH headache!
Calm.......

There's so much i gotta do
And everything is regarding to the money
OK
it's time to find part-time jobssssss
Btw,I just worked as promoter in the beauty fair recently
I am waiting to get the salary
and buy a present for myself
OH ya...the christmas gift for my dearest :)
Gonna walk around and look for it these day
2010 is coming to the end
LOOKING FORWARD TO 2011 !!
Wootssssssssss


One more thing:
I got over you :)


Monday, 15 November 2010

The 4th night of Nov




How ugly!
Shall I blame on the photographer?!
xD
OK! That wasn't a perfect night.
We went MOVIDA at k.damansara
And
We looks normal b4 we were drunk.
Still laughing & gossiping
I didn't expected we will drunk like hell
Really WTF
My birthday night ended up like that!
3 of us were unconscious except Qi = =
I dont think we could get home if 4 of us were drunk
We didnt eat the childish cake at last Zzz
Thanks everyone^^
For the present,the cake & the crazy celebration
I vomit non-stop till the next day
And finally I've to seek doctor for medicine,WTH!

OKay :)
It's time to write about us.
We're going to graduate!
FINALLY!!
So excited.
I gonna miss every moment we spent together
The gossip,the smile,the ponteng day and everything
when there's only 4 of us =)
We have been being fren for almost 4 yrs!
Another 4 yrs,perhaps?
hehe..
This post is especially dedicate to 3 of u
Touchable?
xD
Pray for our exam,our future and..
frenship never dies <3

Sunday, 14 November 2010

A song for you

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time


These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand


- When love came around,
when love passed,
I finally realised
Everything was a mistake.
-

Friday, 15 October 2010

Dear diary:


I feel a bit under the weather today.
It's suprise to notice my update for my poor blog..
Trial exam was over
SPM will be the next
Hope I'll not be as nervous as i thought when it comes to me.
Skipped my classes at Taylor's library recently
Not really fun but it filled my leisure btw.
Persuade my sis to acc me to shop around everytime after her classes
She's just......willing to do that! HAha. gotcha.

Aww,freak me out..I need jobs urgently!
It's hard to get a favourite job :(
God,please..help me!
I need money terribly :
I really hope i can shake off the bad habit.

The Loaf's bread is .....awesome!Let's get time flies as if a flash
I wanna travel to Japan next CNY!
...and start a college life <3


Umm..when will be the next post?
Ha,God knows it.

你太猖狂

能约出来的人都约光
能吃得下的早已吃光

很用力谈笑 比哭还绝望
怎么挨得到打烊
我以为痛苦可以分散
于是我忙到不能再忙
忙到忘记了洗掉你所有短讯
一字一巴打在我脸上
思念太猖狂 一个冷不防
一想起你 忙碌的生活变得空荡荡
对心事说谎 把你想到多么的不堪
伟大的你还想我怎样

by HEBE