Best Mummy Award

I want to dedicate this post to a woman that made me who am I now,
she is my mum.
It may sounds trite to say that,
cause' everyone does mean the same,
But I still wanna say, she is the best mum in the world :)
For all these years,
she has been trying her best to make us happy,
she always say she spent too little time with sis and me when we were still young,
missed out most of the time of our growing phase
But mum, nonetheless, we know all your sacrifices is because of us.
Sorry for making you worry,
sorry for the bump heads,
sorry for doing things that you don't like but you still accept it,
And sorry, we can't be a perfect child...
We always want you to be happy,
we want you to rest so you won't have to work so hard for us.
I know you have been working and working just to earn more to content us on materials
But hey mum, we have got all the best things from you.
You are the best thing that God has gifted to us.
We couldn't ask for more and it's glad to have someone like you, mum.
Thank you mum, we will always love you and the love will never dies <3 br="">  

Insomnia

Well, finals in less than a week.
Can't believe how fast it comes to my first year's finals.
It seems like only yesterday when I just completed my first semester exam.
Stress, pressure, tension
And I left nothing else.
Ever since I passed all my modules in sem 1, I've always been reminding myself that,
I must not repeat the same mistakes that I did in sem 1.
I can't take this risk of waking up in the middle of the night, afraid of the nightmare that I fail one of my module.
I can't. I can't disappoint my parents.
They have been giving out/ sacrificing too much for me.
They are my motivation, my supporter, my loves, to my every success, sustain me through all this ups and downs.
I pray to God nothing would get into my way, every wishes will eventually turn out to be real.
And for my family's health and wealth.
My sister, who currently studying overseas,
I pray to God that she adapts the new environment,
meets awesome friends and people,
gains what she has to and succeed in every step of her life.
I pray to God that we will all be fine, for now and future,
We will get over every obstacle that comes into our way,
Enjoy the joy and blissful moments that we share,
And life is wonderful whenever we are here, together.
Thank you God for listening to me every night.
I know exam is not a thing when You are here with me.
All this stress is not a reason to knock me down.
I believe I am strong. I am determined.
I am who I want to be.

领悟

一个男生突然不追你
只有一个原因
他可能觉得你没有他想像中的好
他对你不感兴趣了。
以前从来不觉得这是我的问题
也不会去在意
因为我对他们也没有特别的好感
时间久了，慢慢习惯这种习惯
总觉得你越想要去找个对象
尤其是符合我要求的对象
真的会很累。
你不去想，别人又会在旁不时的提醒你
「怎么你那么漂亮却没男朋友啊？」
晚上睡觉翻来覆去的想了又想
不是没人要，只是自己的问题？
自己跨不出那一步，难道要等爱找上门？
好吧、不去想，不去要了。
一个人其实没有不好，有了伴也不见得特别好。
至少我还是想找符合我心里想要的对象。
而不是因为恋爱，而恋爱。