Monday 29 April 2013

Insomnia

Well, finals in less than a week.
Can't believe how fast it comes to my first year's finals.
It seems like only yesterday when I just completed my first semester exam.
Stress, pressure, tension
And I left nothing else.
Ever since I passed all my modules in sem 1, I've always been reminding myself that,
I must not repeat the same mistakes that I did in sem 1.
I can't take this risk of waking up in the middle of the night, afraid of the nightmare that I fail one of my module.
I can't. I can't disappoint my parents.
They have been giving out/ sacrificing too much for me.
They are my motivation, my supporter, my loves, to my every success, sustain me through all this ups and downs.
I pray to God nothing would get into my way, every wishes will eventually turn out to be real.
And for my family's health and wealth.
My sister, who currently studying overseas,
I pray to God that she adapts the new environment,
meets awesome friends and people,
gains what she has to and succeed in every step of her life.
I pray to God that we will all be fine, for now and future,
We will get over every obstacle that comes into our way,
Enjoy the joy and blissful moments that we share,
And life is wonderful whenever we are here, together.
Thank you God for listening to me every night.
I know exam is not a thing when You are here with me.
All this stress is not a reason to knock me down.
I believe I am strong. I am determined.
I am who I want to be.