我真的开始怀疑
我有选择性困难症
导致我这几个月以来
为了选大学，选课系，到头来还是扑了空。
为什么别人有的主见，我却没有？
为什么别人没有的犹豫不决，我却拥有呢？
到底为什么我总是拿不定主意
为什么我可以因为别人的三言两语而动摇
为什么我总是要得到别人的肯定才对自己有信心
为什么我不能为了自己，做一次决定
为什么这些为什么，都没有答案？
我到底，是不是为了自己而活...
Thursday 15 March 2012
Thursday 8 March 2012
Dear, you
If u were here, I can go wherever I want without any hesitation.
But u are not. I started to plan, started to worry.
I have no one to call, no one to accompany..
If u were here, I can come out with a sudden plan
Drag u even u are reluctant to.
I miss having someone like you
I couldn't shop alone
I couldn't go anywhere alone
I couldn't make it all by myself
And whenever I think of this
I couldn't tell you how much I miss having u around
Though, sometimes, u are difficult, annoying, emotional..
But ur existence mean so much to me (o^^o)
U always pay for my bill, clean the rest of my dishes, give opinions on my dressing, fix things that I come across on computer,
And u are my problem solver, U are my ATM machine!
I know u are proud to be ^^
I miss u anyway.
U won't know how much I wish to make time flies like a rocket
Be back soon,alright?
Love,
Sis <3
But u are not. I started to plan, started to worry.
I have no one to call, no one to accompany..
If u were here, I can come out with a sudden plan
Drag u even u are reluctant to.
I miss having someone like you
I couldn't shop alone
I couldn't go anywhere alone
I couldn't make it all by myself
And whenever I think of this
I couldn't tell you how much I miss having u around
Though, sometimes, u are difficult, annoying, emotional..
But ur existence mean so much to me (o^^o)
U always pay for my bill, clean the rest of my dishes, give opinions on my dressing, fix things that I come across on computer,
And u are my problem solver, U are my ATM machine!
I know u are proud to be ^^
I miss u anyway.
U won't know how much I wish to make time flies like a rocket
Be back soon,alright?
Love,
Sis <3
Monday 5 March 2012
Apologize
我这个人做错很多事
很多时候都是不以为然
今天，我发现，这件事我错得很离谱
我想我从来都没有那么内疚过
回想起来
心都碎了。
我怎么可以？
我怎么可以现在才说对不起？
我怎么可以现在才觉得内疚？
我这个人当初为什么那么坏心眼？
我竟然撒谎，就为了不想帮你。
我竟然听别人怂恿，来断定你是个怎样的人。
我竟然不顾你感受，跟他们一起杯葛你
我怎么可以？！
为什么
为甚么我总是以小人之心，度君子之腹？
我这个人糟透了，却还说你的不是
那些没有礼貌的信息，真是我人生中的污点
我要把它留着
我要它时时都提醒我，我这个人，坏透了。
虽然我们表面上没事了，但我知道，
你不会原谅我的。
我们是同一个星座，我怎么会不懂你怎么想呢？
我想如果没有当初那个我，那种态度；
我想，我们会成为无所不谈的朋友？
对不起，真的，对不起....
很多时候都是不以为然
今天，我发现，这件事我错得很离谱
我想我从来都没有那么内疚过
回想起来
心都碎了。
我怎么可以？
我怎么可以现在才说对不起？
我怎么可以现在才觉得内疚？
我这个人当初为什么那么坏心眼？
我竟然撒谎，就为了不想帮你。
我竟然听别人怂恿，来断定你是个怎样的人。
我竟然不顾你感受，跟他们一起杯葛你
我怎么可以？！
为什么
为甚么我总是以小人之心，度君子之腹？
我这个人糟透了，却还说你的不是
那些没有礼貌的信息，真是我人生中的污点
我要把它留着
我要它时时都提醒我，我这个人，坏透了。
虽然我们表面上没事了，但我知道，
你不会原谅我的。
我们是同一个星座，我怎么会不懂你怎么想呢？
我想如果没有当初那个我，那种态度；
我想，我们会成为无所不谈的朋友？
对不起，真的，对不起....
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